Step by step and maybe I will be the cool kid.

I was giving my best and for long it wasn’t enough. I always knew that I could be someone I admire one day. I always knew that I could make myself the “cool kid” and the strange feeling that this was so close and so far at the same time was the impulse I needed to continue.

I always knew I would follow the lifestyle I wanted no matter the circumstances. And it doesn’t matter how often life shows me the importance of changes. I would follow my old and good dreams, those that I had as a child. Those that sometimes were cloudy, and sometimes magical.

I always knew that my potential could bring me everywhere, that I didn’t belong only in one land, but in many. I couldn’t just live one life since there are so many others to try. So many places to live in, and so many people to present to me their world.

Maybe that’s why I always knew that people in my life wouldn’t live forever in my daily life. Because I was always on the move. But I will always love them. I would be there every day and never for them.

I always knew that one day I would look at myself and not feel that only I am enough and I am complete, but I would feel as well all the love, all the histories, all the perspectives of people in my life. I would look to my own family and love them as I never loved anything. I would be grateful, as I was in the past, for everything but especially and unique, for love.