Energy for those who are tired of trying

I am so tired of restarting my projects over and over again. I am tired of promising discipline many times and always see myself stuck at some point, tired of seeking the best while other factors I can’t control exist. I am so tired of easily visualizing my dream future and feel so distant.

Sometimes I wonder if this is so easy to picture because I’ve become used to wishing for it or if I love and want it.

This could be an article about how to get out of this “prison” and finally reach your goals, etc. But how could I promise this to you?

I know you are low in energy like me, and you articles anywhere.

The great point here is not the actions that you need to take this time, but rather some mandatory understanding you need to have. I am talking about knowing yourself, and your purposes.

Because in the end, I know that even when I’m tired I just can’t picture myself in another identity, following a different life. So far all my projects are focused on what I’ve believed to be the “truly me”, characteristics that I have carried with me since I was a child, part of my solid personality. Observation point, I also know there is a tenue line between who we are and what we think we are, but I am not advanced spiritually enough for that yet.

But the truth is, without this identity, I don’t know which path to follow. And, how could I abandon all that I’ve believed and proved for myself after all these years? I couldn’t do this unless this was all untrue and delusion, and it was not.

I know that, just like me, you care about all you have done, and all your progress, and changing your personality because of a time with not favorable circumstances is not that simple nor does it mean that you’re gonna be happy with the results. It’s not fair to yourself to try to change what you are just to get quick success and get out of a prison that was never there, it was just a crisis.

In the end, your connections are your connections, and simply not worth it to waste all your trials because of a time of low energy. In the end, you know who you are, and that the way you chose was the best one, and even with low energy sometimes, you will go back to searching for your dream, and do whatever you need. Your results will be consequences of what you are. If your connections are as graceful as your picture, how can this be not attached to your goals? What are your plans and projects?

You need to remember daily your efforts and your beliefs so you can always return to your dreams, and if necessary, restart again and again to your whatever you call “project”.