Today your words would fit perfectly for me

Today your words would fit perfectly for me

As the one who never allows you in

You or no one

Because I never let that your love truly know me

And ah, how I had wished

I wish that we were more than a lot of hopes

I wished we were more than one try

I wished we were life

I wished we were love

But I just couldn’t feel, for reasons that instigates even myself

So I didn’t feel when you left me

Nor when you moved on

Maybe because we were never connected really

And this doesn’t bother me

In the end what we had

Or what we pretend to have

It was never real.